Sigh… Being home has been a blessing and not a curse but a challenge. I feel so restless when I am here. So much, I could be doing. But, cant for various reason that piss me off because the remedy seems so simple yet complex when some parties arent helping. I’m not complaining just sharing thoughts. I always get down in my spirits when I am “home” for extended periods of time. My spirit doesnt belong here and I figured that out in middle school. I’m ready to travel or go back to school. like real shit, because I cant do this no working, BORED,draining,taxi driving,etc.. for two more almost 3 months. 

Macon is for birds.. and I’m not one of those. Time to fucking go and live. I can’t here.